Grateful that you are a God of New Beginnings

Holy God,
we come before you grateful that you are a God of new beginnings, a God who promises to make all things new. We confess that too often we have become comfortable with the way things are, and not interested in the new heaven and new earth you promise. We admit that even more often we resist your coming Kingdom because we know it means we will have to give up idols in which we place far too much trust, and we are afraid of what that might mean.

We ask that you transform our hearts to see the world around us through your eyes. There are times when we’re not really sure we want that, but we believe in order to know you and participate in your promises we must also become new. Make us people who see wrong and try to right it; who see suffering and try to heal it; who see conflict and try to end it. We confess that this prayer and this way of life frightens us, and that without your grace we will surely fail.

So we ask for your grace –
grace given generously, that we might know you and do your will;
grace that we might abide in your present and eternal Kingdom,
where there is no death,
neither sorrow nor pride,
but the fullness of joy with all your saints.

Through Jesus Christ our Savior and Lord.

Amen.

Evangelism after Christendom – reflections (part 1)

A while back, Jeremy sent me a book entitled Evangelism after Christendom (Bryan Stone). For those of you who don’t have friends in interesting graduate programs that actually read books, I would suggest you find some, and then have them tell you what to read.  It cuts down on the amount of bad books you go through significantly, and allows you to read more bad books in your own field, if you choose.

With most Christian books I’ve read in recent memory, I generally read the first few pages, say, “Oh, I know what this is going to be about”, and then spend the next 300-500 pages discovering the book was, indeed, about exactly what I suspected on page 4.  With this particular read, however, I’m close to 50 pages in and I have absolutely no idea where he’s going to end up, which is an extremely exciting and refreshing feeling.

Stone begins his book with reference to the idea of Christianity in general, and evangelism in particular, as practice.  In doing so, he begins with Alasdair MacIntyre’s (virtue ethics) definition of a practice, which is probably easiest to explain using James McClendon’s analogy of a game.

One of MacIntyre’s core principles of a practice is that if a “means is internal to a given end”, then “the end[s] cannot be characterized independently from a classification of the means”. In other words, it is impossible to separate a practice from the “internal goods” of that practice. What are internal goods? It’s perhaps easiest to start by talking about what they are not.  For starters, internal goods are not merely skills or rules. Consider baseball, for instance.  There are a variety of skills that might be required to play baseball – running, throwing, and catching, for instance.  However, none of these *are* baseball. The practice of baseball is something other than running, throwing, or catching, though all of those skills are required in order to participate in the practice. Whatever skills are required for a particular practice, however, the practice cannot be reduced to any of them, and each skill is judged by how well it serves the practice, not the other way around.

Additionally, Stone  points out that there may be “external goods” which result from a practice – in the case of baseball, money and fame – but that these external goods do not define the practice, and in fact can generally be achieved by other means which have nothing to do with the practice in question (say, being a personal injury lawyer).  Stone also notes that often times our desire for these external goods can distort the practice, and cause us to miss the point of what the practice is “really” about, if they become our goal.

A practice, then, is about more than the individual skills required for it, and more than the external goods produced by it.  It is also about joining a tradition that self-justifies the practice, and requires participation to fully understand.  More on this in a later post, but for now suffice it to say that a practice is about more than having a certain skillset, or a certain set of rules, or a certain set of results, and even when it is done alone is an inherently social activity that requires a communal agreement on what the practice entails (think about the game of Solitare, for instance).

Let’s stop, then, and consider in our own particular context how these ideas might relate not just to the “practice” of Evangelism, but Christianity as a whole.

There are certainly a number of “skills” (for want of a better word) involved in the practice of Christianity. Prayer, meditation, study, service – each of these forms an important part of the Christian experience, but as a practice, Christianity cannot be reduced to any of them.  Additionally, it’s often tempting for us to think of these skills as the measure of the “Christian-ness” of a person, or of ourselves.  If we’re not careful, our pursuit of quiet time, study, or even service can actually subvert us from the ethos of what it means to live Christianity as a practice. Finally, we find it easy to mistake the external goods of the practice (morality especially) for internal goods.  While these external goods may result from the practice of Christianity, they are not unique to it (i.e. there are moral non-participants in the practice), and when these external goods become our ultimate aim, distract us from the essence of Christianity as practice.

What does it mean to practice Christianity?  What are the “internal goods”? What are the things so central to the practice that they cannot be characterized apart from it?

Colorado

For those of you who don’t know, I spent almost two weeks in Colorado recently, and am just now getting around to putting pictures up. A group of five of us spent 9 wonderful days on the trail, treking through some of the most remote and beautiful parts of Colorado in the Weminuche Wilderness. For those interested in the details of our route, just ask and I can break it down step by step, but many parts of it will be clear from the comments on the full gallery of pictures.

For those interested, I took the D90 with a Tamron 17-50 2.8, and Seth graciously loaned me his Nikon 55-200 VR.  In addition I took my gorillapod and three batteries – the whole rig contributing about 4 pounds to my pack.  In retrospect, I would probably swap out the 17-50 for a lighter 18-55, even though the quality likely wouldn’t be as good – the weight would be hard to argue with, though. Additionally, I did suffer a near-catastrophic failure of my memory card, though with some good recovery software I was able to get a few of the images off. Not quite sure about the reason for the failure yet.

A full gallery, along with subtitles, is available here.

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View from our campsite on the first night.

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A Rocky Mountain Columbine

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The first part of our trip was hiking up the Vallecito Creek, shown here.

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Lots of lily-like flowers along the trail.

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The Guardian, as seen from our third camp.

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One of many mountain waterfalls.

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Leviathan Lake, pretty much the most beautiful place ever, even in this HDR-ish shot.

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A view of the lake in the morning, with the water still.

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Needed a new Facebook profile picture.

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We were joined by two goats – in this case Buddy.

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Yes, had to do a long exposure even in the mountains.  Why else would I take 3 batteries?

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Looking back to the west over the whole of the lake in the morning.

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Jagged Mountain. Note that Buddy (and Mable) decided to follow us over the pass.

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This is Floyd, our friendly neighborhood marmot.

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Brent, fishing on the Animas.

Frogs and Lizards

I’ve had this video for a while, but I finally got a chance to put it together a few days ago.  More D90 with Nikon 200, but this time of some lizards and frogs instead of just butterflies.  I’ve also got a compilation of this video and the previous one that I’ll post in a couple of days.

One of the more interesting things about this editing process was learning just how fast my new computer is at rendering video – specifically that it will do it almost in real time.  This 2:45 video rendered in almost exactly 3 minutes.  On my laptop that probably would have taken 20-30.  Gotta love technology.

Moving Hosts

Just to keep everyone up to date, we’ve switched webhosts from a shared (slow) server to a colocated (fast) server where we have a bit more control over what goes on.  The long and the short of it involves Dreamhost complaining that transferring images to my sister so she could make wedding books violated their terms of service, which led to us getting our own dedicated box and telling Dreamhost we wouldn’t be paying them any more money. During the transfer last night I was getting about 42Mbps of throughput from the DH servers to our new one, so I think speed shouldn’t be an issue.

The result should be that service is faster, not that most people will notice that.  On the flip side, if any of you have always wanted to get your website hosted somewhere and didn’t know where, let me know.  We’ve got plenty of space and bandwidth.

“Laughing With…”

I was driving back from the store a week or so ago when I heard a song from the new Regina Spektor album called “Laughing With”.  Something about the lyrics captivated me enough to want to get the rest of the album, which I finally did tonight (will see how that goes tomorrow, perhaps).  None the less, I thought I’d post them here for reflection.

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’re starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God when the doctor calls
After some routine tests
No one’s laughing at God
when it’s gotten real late
And their kid’s not back from that party yet

No one laughs at God when their airplane
Starts to uncontrollably shake
No one’s laughing at God
When they see the one they love hand in hand
with someone else and they hope that they’re mistaken
No one laughs at God when the cops knock on their door
And they say “We’ve got some bad new, sir,”

No one’s laughing at God
When there’s a famine, fire or flood

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
when they’ve lost all they got
And they don’t know what for

No one laughs at God on the day they realize
that the last sight they’ll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one’s laughing at God
When they’re saying their goodbyes

But God can be funny
At a cocktail party while listening to a good God-themed joke or
When the crazies say he hates us
and they get so red in the head
You think that they’re about to choke
God can be funny
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie
Who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus

God can be so hilarious
Ha ha, ha ha

No one’s laughing at God.
We’re all “laughing with God”.

Palm Pre

Not an entirely exciting post after a month’s break, but yesterday we finally joined the smart phone world with the purchase of two Palm Pre’s.  For those of you who aren’t into electronics, the Palm Pre is Palm’s attempt to save the company, conceived by a bunch of execs who left Apple to take on the challenge of rebuilding the once-mighty Palm.

A few impressions, for those of you who are thinking about possibly getting one.

  1. The Pre is not an iPhone killer, but it is a legitimate competitor.  While it doesn’t (yet) have the extensive selection of applications the iPhone does, the Pre does accomplish the major tasks you expect from a smart phone, and does it in a more elegant way than Apple’s implementation.  The card feature is more useful than you might think, and being able to switch between applications without losing focus in your other applications is a feature that is almost criminal to omit.
  2. The Pre is slow.  Right now the feel of the Pre is rather unresponsive, and it always feels like it’s a step or two behind when you’re trying to get it to do things.  The general consensus is that Palm has things to fix in webOS to make it fully functional and improve performance, so hopefully we’ll see some performance and battery life gains in the near future.
  3. As noted above, battery life is a bit poor.  The flip side to this is that the battery is replaceable, which is a definite plus over the iPhone.  Not worried about having to discharge all the way.
  4. Build quality is so/so.  In general the Pre feels sturdy, but there is a disturbingly large amount of flex in the sliding part when closed.
  5. Contacts.  Palm’s system for organizing your contacts is good, but the fact it syncs (automatically) with Google’s “All Contacts” instead of “My Contacts” means that everyone who has ever sent you an email ends up on your phone, which is probably not what most people (myself included) are looking for.  There are various strategies to combat this, but if you’re considering getting a Pre, it would be well and good for you to have your Google Contacts in order before you activate.

All in all though, I’m rather pleased with it. So feel free to call, txt, gmail, poke, or do whatever else you do with people who have smart phones.  I’ve joined the revolution.

May the peace of the Lord be with you

May the peace of the Lord be with you
sent as an apostle
of the Good News of Jesus Christ.

Bless the people you meet.
Strengthen the communities you join.
Challenge those around you to lead a Godly life.

And may you never stop growing
each day a new adventure
each moment united with Christ
a new creation
made and remade
into the image of a perfect God.