post worth reading at shannon’s blog

check out shannon’s post here for a rather good reflective look at growing up in general.

By the time we become adults we realize that Disneyland is nothing more than a well marketed amusement park with mediocre rides & over priced soft drinks. But a child still knows how to expect, to long for something. A child has not been broken of the belief that just around the embankment there lies a joy worth waiting for.

Somehow — despite our expectations — these places do manage to change us. The difference, however, between the child and the adult is that of expectations not personal transformation. The child expects something unreasonable (lifelong happiness from an amusement park), and the adult is unwilling to expect anything for fear of disappointment.

new category – required listening

You may note on the right a new category: required listening. If you’ve been here a while you will probably have listened to everything that is in there now, but hopefully more will be added soon (like today.)

From time to time I’ll post lectures or sermons or courses I’ve found to be particularly enlightening on a subject, or just something in general I think everyone should listen to.

weeklong journals

weeklong journals are available here sorry there have been infrequent updates as of late. travelling and being busy have kept me … well… busy.

unchecked email

what happens when you don’t check your email for one week on your computer at work? you have 281 messages to sort through.

joy.

new beginnings

The New Year is usually an exciting time. It provides a convenient point for us to both look back into the past and forward into the future and reflect on where we’ve been and where we are headed.

Often we spend our time making lists of things we’d like to do – “resolutions” we hope to keep in the next year.

Resolved: I will wake up early and accomplish something this year.

The problem, of course, is that by March most of us can’t remember what our resolutions were, much less how well we actually kept them. Many people who have lengthy lists of resolutions are discouraged by their continual failure to ever make it a full year and being able to say they actually did what they said they were going to do at the beginning.

Perhaps part of the problem is that a year is just too long. The reality is that each day is a new beginning. We wake up each day with the ability to look both to yesterday and tomorrow – to learn from our mistakes and remain hopeful about our future – and face the day with renewed courage and commitment. Each day we rise is new and beautiful, its canvas blank and ready for the brush we apply to it. We can view life as a series of evil days where everything is going downhill, or we can seek each day to paint beauty into the world around us.

As we enter into a new year, a year full of struggles, challenges, dreams and disappointments, my prayer is that we will see each day as a new beginning – that we will resolve each day to start anew on our commitment, taking light into a dark place.

my journey – part 25

“This man who opened your eyes – Who do you say he is?”

“He is a prophet.”

“He is the Elijah who was to come.”

“Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, Jeremiah or one of the prophets.”

“He is a good man.”

“No, he deceives the people.”

“We know this man is a sinner.”

“He is demon-possessed and raving mad. Why listen to him?”

“How did this man get such learning without having studied?”

“No one ever spoke the way this man does.”

“This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”

“We have found this man subverting our nation.”

“I have found in him no grounds for the death penalty.”

“We are punished justly, for we are getting what our deeds deserve. But this man has done nothing wrong.”

“All that John said about this man was true.”

“This man really is the Savior of the world.”

“Surely this man was the Son of God!”

“Whether he is a sinner or not, I don’t know. One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see!”

“This man who opened your eyes – Who do you say he is?”

There are so many answers in Scripture for who Jesus is. It makes an interesting progression to look through and see what various people thought of Christ, and who they said he was.

While it is instructive in a reflective fashion, it is really far more practical than that. Ultimately, the most important question that each of us will answer is the one asked of the blind man.

“Who do you say he is?”

my journey – part 24

Do you schedule time for God?

Is your schedule so busy that he gets his
fifteen minute slot
among the rest of your appointments?

Does he get the best part of your day –
the first-fruits of your time?

or does he receive the afterthought prayer at night?

Does God get the best part of your day?

the leftover part of your day?

or does he get all of your day?

God have mercy on me.
God have mercy on me.

I don’t think it’s much of a stretch to say that we compartmentalize our lives in many ways. It’s become acceptable, especially in our American culture, to separate and schedule. I have friends who literally schedule every minute of their day.

I wonder sometime how frustrated God gets with that mindset. Christianity is, after all, a lifestyle. It’s not something that you can simply turn on and off. It’s something that is with you every minute of the day, every day of the week.

We’re very good about “giving God” a certain amount of time every week, or if we’re good every day.

The problem, I think, is that God demands everything. It’s not “our time” to begin with. It’s his.

God still seems to like them

We’re saying “Let’s learn from all of our denominational heritage. Let’s even learn from the weaknesses of church history.”
Now there’s a tendency among some of us from Protestant backgrounds – we’ve been part of a history that goes like this: “Ok – we’re all Catholic over here.” And then some of us say, “There are problems in Catholicism. There are real problems here. So we’re going to protest Catholicism, and pull over here. Now – we’re pure and we’ve got it right, unlike them over there.”

But what happens after about six months when all of us “pure” people are together? Some of us say, “Well you’re not as pure as I am.” So then we protest and create another little group over here. And pretty soon everybody is protesting everybody else.

And one of the downsides of that protest is that when you think that your little group is pure and clean, the chances are very high of you also becoming proud and arrogant, which is not a good recipe for spiritual health.

So what we’re saying is, “No – let’s go back and let’s own and embrace the whole tree. We’re part of the whole thing.” And that means that we embrace the mistakes. And instead of saying, “These are their mistakes, these are Catholic mistakes. These are liberal mistakes. These are conservative mistakes,” we say, “No – these are our mistakes.” In our Christian history, brothers and sisters, we have anti-semitism, racism, slavery, witch burning, civil religion, financial scandals, sexual scandals, suppression of science, anti-intellectualism, anti-art, and a lot of other bad stuff, and it’s in our history, and I think we are less likely to repeat it if we own it. So what we’re saying is, “Let’s own the weaknesses, and let’s own the strengths.” St. Francis and John Calvin, Mother Teresa and Billy Graham, Bono, Bach and the negro spirituals, Pentecostalism and Greek Orthodoxy, Cathedrals and Christian summer camps, it’s all part of this wonderful heritage of the Christian community, and we’re saying we need to own it all.

The point is that instead of narrowing things down to just the little group, let’s just say, “Look – we’re all a mess, and we all have some good things going, so let’s try to embrace each other and work together.”

So if you want to be a Presbyterian and argue against the Mennonites and say that they’re not really Christians, that’s fine, but you’re probably not a part of the Emerging Conversation. If you want to be a Presbyterian who appreciates and learns form Mennonites, then you’re a part of the Emerging Church, and vice-versa. If you want to be a Pentecostal who thinks that all Catholics are total losers, then you’re not a part of the emerging conversation. But if you’re a Pentecostal who wants to learn anything you can from Catholics, then you fit in. If you’re liberal and you think that you have nothing to learn from conservative Christians, then, you know, you are what you are. But if you’re saying no, I’m a liberal Christian, but I think there are things that I can learn from my conservative brothers, and vice-versa – again, my life is so blessed because I get to travel around and speak to all these different groups, and I’ll tell you something: Although some sectors of Christians have excluded and rejected and given up on other sectors, in my experience, God doesn’t seem to have done so. God still seems to like them. And even if they pushed God out the door, he snuck back in the window, and he’s done that with all of us. And the fact that God puts up with any of us – including those of us who are here – is an incredible miracle.

Now I’m not saying that the truth doesn’t matter, but I’m saying that truth is not one-dimensional. It’s not flat, it’s thick. It’s not just a black and white picture, it’s full color. It’s not bland, it’s spicy.

Can I say it like this: reason and logic are ours, and art and imagery are ours. Reasoned logical sermons are ours, and rituals are ours. The treasures of Roman Catholicism – whose are they? Ours. The treasures of Eastern Orthodoxy – whose are they? Ours. Presbyterian treasures. Baptist treasures. Mennonite treasures. What we’re saying is look – they’re ours, and their mistakes are ours. And their embarrassments are ours, and their scandals are ours. Because we’re all in this thing together.

-Brian Mclaren