May you sing to the Lord

May you sing to the Lord songs of joyous praise,
your heart connected to the heart of Christ.

May you pause to consider the depth of his grace and mercy,
his hand moving in the events of your life.

And may you daily encounter God
in sound and silence
in community and alone
drawn to the creator of the universe,
captivated by his very being.

May you stand victorious in the blood of Christ

May you stand victorious in the blood of Christ
secure in his power and majesty,
praising and exalting his name.

May you rise and shine in a world of darkness,
declaring God’s glory, rejoicing in his daily created mercy,
patiently awaiting his return.

May you know Christ as redeemer, counselor and friend,
receiving hope in hopelessness,
surrendering weakness for strength,
hungry for healing and grace.

And here, in this place,
may you encounter a living God,
raising your voice in song,
leaving your burdens and cares at the cross,
confident in the love and mercy
of a holy God.

do we ever think God is too merciful?

I think Brian’s question this morning in class struck a slight nerve with me: Do we ever think God is too merciful?

All too often with myself, I think the answer is yes. For some reason, it seems to me like we feel that God should extend his mercy to everyone equally – generally to the same amount he extends us. In other words if I need X amount of mercy, then God should only extend X amount of mercy, or maybe slightly more than X so that I’m not the *worst* person let in, but certainly not 2X or 3X or X^2, for those of you who are math nerds. It’s as though we feel like somehow people who are significantly worse than we are don’t deserve mercy, or at least they don’t deserve more mercy than we received.

And I’m wondering why that is. Are we somehow subconsciously saying that if we’d only known that we could do a little more and “get away with it” that we would have done so? Do we not understand Paul imploring us to not continue in sin that God’s grace would abound, but rather to realize our new identities in Christ?

Somehow I think we feel that if we don’t get the “best deal” on mercy possible, that we’ve somehow been beaten by somebody somewhere, or that nobody deserves to get anything more than we received. After all, that wouldn’t be “fair”.

We must be continually reminded that we all hope to receive far more than we deserve. We must remember that our human scale of economics does not apply in a heavenly kingdom, where reward is never returned in equal portion to merit, and where each of us stands completely due to the merit of another.

justice…

Why is it so hard to understand justice?

Certainly we understand eternal justice – the idea everyone will eventually get what they deserve, though we conveniently ignore the fact we hope we *won’t* get what we deserve.

Why is it so hard to believe – or at least act like we believe – that people of every race, color, cocial group, economic status, intelligence, moral disposition, sexual orientation – in short all people – are treated by God with equal esteem, and that we are to love our neighbor as oursevles?

Ultimately our Christianity is not about the lip service we pay to the good things we *should* do, or to the bad things we *don’t* do, but about how we treat those who are in desperate need of heavenly mercy and justice. It is not about how we show justice to those who easily obtain it, but in how we treat the voiceless and oppressed and ignored, those who need justice.

Somewhere our theoretical Christianity must meet our practical Christianity. Somehwere we must go beyond saying we should be open and inviting to reflecting that – in how we dress, in how we talk, in how we give. We cannot be an abstract concept, but a tangible reality, the hands and feet and mouth of God, true justice in an unjust world.

good friends, good coffee, good music, good times

I know it’s been a while since I’ve written, and I really do have a lot in the queue, but somehow it never seems to quite get out into the open. I’m sitting outside at Starbucks right now in the company of good friends, listening as they play their guitars and sing poingant lyrics, enjoying the coolness of evening before the return of scorching heat. As I listen and as I smile, it reminds me of the beauty of time spent with friends, and how these moments that punctuate our lives – commas of peace in the rush of days – are more than just conveniences. I am reminded of how important it is to take time for lazy evenings on cool nights with friends. Too often we get lost in the frantic pace of daily life, and turn our lives into run-on sentences, instead of reading God’s beautiful poem.

may you feel the beating of the divine heart

may you feel the beating of the divine heart –
constant,
steady,
the pulse of Christ,
driving the life of the universe.

may you know his character and will,
blessing the righteous and unrighteous alike
lifegiving blood flowing to friend and enemy,
grace showered freely
to we who deserve it not.

and may your heart beat as his,
bringing life and assurance
to a world of chaos –
steady hope of life yet to come.

the day after that…

i was randomly watching the west wing today and saw a scene i’d never really taken the time to notice before. it occurs right after President Bartlet has been shot by a group called “West Virginia White Pride”. he’s talking to toby ziegler, a deputy who wants to crack down on extremist groups as a result of the shooting.

TOBY
Mr. President, I was thinking… I was thinking it might…

BARTLET
You want to take a leave of absence.

TOBY
I was thinking I might need some time off, yes sir.

BARTLET
That’s no problem, Toby.

TOBY
Okay.

BARTLET
Not a problem at all.

TOBY
Thank you, sir. [turns to leave]

BARTLET
15 minutes. It’s time to get up off the mat, Toby.

Bartlet puts on his glasses and roots around for a file and hands it to Toby.

TOBY
What’s this?

BARTLET
Keyhole satellite photographs. It’s the headquarters for West Virginia White Pride headquarters. It’s a diner outside Blacksburg. Every night for the past 12 weeks, I’ve picked up the phone and called the Attorney General, fully prepared to say two words: “take ’em.” And then I hang up the phone because I know it’ll be better tomorrow and better the day after that. We saw a lynching, Toby. That’s why it feels like this.

TOBY
I’m not sure I’m going to come out of the other side of this.

BARTLET
I’m not sure I can either. But until we are sure, I think we should keep coming into work every day.

it couples with what i’ve posted here before: we get better. it’s a wonderful trait of the human experience that we get better. day after day, we put the struggles of the past behind us. we learn to deal with what has happened, and look forward to what is ahead. we get better.

bugs and flowers

on the way back from dallas i stopped off on the side of the road and took some pictures. it’s amazing the amount of life that we drive by every day and never take the time to notice. here are just a few of the things i found in my 10 minutes on the side of the road…

full gallery available here.